sometimes...

Disclaimer: Not an original... found on this internet blog...
http://www.twenty-something.net/
but reflects my thoughts...

Sometimes...

Sometimes I write these things when I shouldn't. Sometimes I don't understand how I should feel or even how I actually do feel. Sometimes I can't get over things, or I don't have the courage to speak up or say something. Sometimes things don't work out even if you plan for the worst. Sometimes I hate people. Sometimes I love people. Sometimes I think that I wanna die. Sometimes I wanna live, but in a different life. Sometimes there's things that you have no control over, even when you should. Sometimes people suck. Sometimes people don't know that they suck. Sometimes people know that they do suck, which makes them suck worse. Sometimes you love too much. Sometimes you don't love enough. Sometimes there's problems hidden under smiles. Sometimes there's smiles hidden under problems. Sometimes there's a light at the end of the tunnel. Sometimes there's a whole bunch of shit blocking that light to where you can't see it, and you're going crazy, and more people pull you back from walking out of the tunnel, and when you get away from those people, things and life pull you back, and then when you get away from those things and fix life, the people pull you back again, and then when you are finally on your way, you realize that there is no tunnel, there is no light, there is no God, and you're walking for no reason, your feet are sore, your shoes are falling apart and then you sit down to rest, and you realize that you are right back at the beginning of the stupid tunnel again.

So how have you people been?