Monday, May 31, 2010
office stuff...
Sunday, May 23, 2010
sundays in office...
weekends for me begin early... on friday, while most people busily plan for their weekends busily at their office desks, i'm making the most of my weekend already...
though i'm still surviving on hand-outs from my progenitor, i allowed myself a moment, albeit a long one, of insanity... i now have clothes to cover my whole village... for every occasion from beach parties to mourning... to pacify him, whose debit card is closer to debt than it ever was under his rule, i buy my father a shirt... the sleeves are too short, the tails are too long... and why'd you ever think i like radium green!!! he screams with yellow eyes... he's gotten jaundice for the past fortnight and i'm not sure of his liver, but it sure seems to have affected his brains...
i actually worried myself sick this time... and besides, i've always enjoyed the other side of the bar-table more...
by the time i can say avara kadavra, the weekend's flown and it's sunday... i hate it more than any day a normal human can... while the whole of mankind and a few gods included, rest in their homes, beds, wherever, i have to go about generating the blandest reports for the scariest people... i just wish i knew who i was supposed to be so scared of... it's hard to be petrified of a little old man who sits 3.5hours time lag away from here in the only nuclear-bombed country... now, that's politically insensitive!! tch, tch, saras...
that's all for now!
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
in sickness and in health...
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As I sit munching jackfruit chips(authentic kerala ones) I almost feel normal… the past week has taken its toll on me… even without the dramatics, I’ve been fasting for the past 5 days… and that I believe is as close to Gandhi I’ll ever get… the old gandhi, the stubborn old man who blackmailed by ‘fasting unto death’ at the drop of a hat… jeez! Less than a month after I’ve begun turning blue, I’m turning sarkaari…! I’m not sure what the hue is… or maybe white is…

This must be my most sordid blog… I can’t think of one happy thing right now… I know it’s close by, but it’s as though I’m just too tired to reach for it…
Juice break… NOW…
Sunday, May 9, 2010
pursuit of happyness
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it's not often that i completely, utterly, hopelessly lose my head! i manage to find the dark or atleast a grey lining in even the silver clouds... keeps me grounded, i tell myself... but right now, it's hard not to lose it... like totally, totally...
my first payslip's in... it's half a slip, but it'll do... and then there's the lottery i won...! ;)
i have been trying to compare it with something... and like all incredible, incongruous similes i come up with, i feel i've landed something perfect, this time too... here goes... i'll expect the wah-wah's at the end... even if it sucks... it's like the goal scorer guy... you know, in football... the guy who manages to score a goal after a long run from the other end... there's that long moment of disbelief... and you stand there and stare, at nothing in particular wondering if this is how 'good' is supposed to feel... if this is how 'achievement' is supposed to feel... you're almost ready to be disillusioned... and then there's all the teammates coming in and swarming him and swamping him until there's more than just 200 pieces of bone in his body... it was harder for me... coz i didn't know my team was that big... i've been spoilt rotten for the past three days by people i didn't think were watching the play... it was almost better than having two birthdays a year... no, definitely better... coz most of these same blokes never remember any of my numerous b'days anyway...
but anyway, thank you all you maniacs, for making one of the best days in my life even better! :) :)
yeah... that's about it... that's my thank you speech... i just wish somebody would hand a bloody trophy right about now...
okay, now i gotta go... i generate reports for a living... and i specialize in working on sundays...
bye then!!
it's not often that i completely, utterly, hopelessly lose my head! i manage to find the dark or atleast a grey lining in even the silver clouds... keeps me grounded, i tell myself... but right now, it's hard not to lose it... like totally, totally...
my first payslip's in... it's half a slip, but it'll do... and then there's the lottery i won...! ;)
but anyway, thank you all you maniacs, for making one of the best days in my life even better! :) :)
yeah... that's about it... that's my thank you speech... i just wish somebody would hand a bloody trophy right about now...
okay, now i gotta go... i generate reports for a living... and i specialize in working on sundays...
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